"I feel physically sick, nauseated, dizzy, and so heart broken..." I never even imagined it would be this difficult to tell my husband's children about the diagnosis of cancer. I feel physically sick, Nauseated, Dizzy and Heart Broken, and worse we had to send this information through an email because gathering them all together just … Continue reading Giving News I Never Dream I’d Give.
"I'm feeling back to where I was.... I guess" He slept for a total of 23 hrs pretty much straight. I was able to wake him up a few times for a little chicken broth, to take his meds, and a few trips to the rest room. At 9:30am this morning he sat up in … Continue reading 23 Hours of Sleep
"I can't do this... I can't" This is how we spent most of our morning, Today was the first time in our entire 10 years as a couple that I've ever had to help him get dressed, put his coat on, and walk. The first time I've ever heard him say "I can't do this". … Continue reading Day 4 of Treatment
"I'm pissed, this isn't how my story is supposed to go." Last night I was sitting with my husband and we were discussing this blog. He felt it is important for me to chronicle what he's going through, he's not much of a writer nor does he like to share. So we talked about what … Continue reading Conversation and First Side Effects
Today my husband had his very first treatment of Chemo. Our day started with his 10 pills of steriods along with all the vitamins I have him on. We then headed to the Cancer Center for a shot of Velcade SOLR and tonight he follows that with Revlimid and Acyclovir which he takes twice a day and has been taking since last week.